Empty

Today I feel like Dorian Grey, "I'm complicated". Don't know what I want, or if I do, don't know why I want it. Nothing pleases me, nor is able to make me smile. Everything is plain.

Just have this big empty hole in my chest.

You

I firmly believe life gives second chances. That one gets that golden opportunity to make different decisions or to react differently. You just have to know how to spot the opportunity.Years ago, I decided to finish off a long distance relationship. Now, I'm back at square one.

I think you're worth a shot.

Long Distance

Let me start with the main idea. I love you. Just an excuse to say it to the wind! The thought of having you far from me kills me. I've grown dependant on you. To my tragedy. The real challenge begins now that we are miles apart.

Just a game? Just a phase?

Time to find out.

Ironman

So a promise is something I have a hard time breaking. After we saw the trailer at some movie we watched, I knew Mike wanted to see Ironman badly.

I think when a movie is worth it, it deserves the full treatment. I wanted tickets for the VIP cinema on opening night.

On Saturday, after Peter Piper (read below) I went to the cinema and bought the tickets. I confirmed my adquisition via SMS.

And now we waited till show time. After an exciting day at the pizza place, I ran home as soon as I could. I at least managed to get changed.

I gave Mike his gifts in the car and he gave me a beautiful blue penguin.

So after terrible traffic, we finally made it to the movies. The movie had started like 5 minutes before. I admit, I got the tickets because the person I was going with LOVES the story and has an issue with the main character.

I loved the move. The story is very well taken care of. Special effects, costume design, acting, everything was just great.

Yes, I would buy it.

Kid's Day

Irvin, Rogelio, Raquel, me, Betty and Mike

If there's one thing I like, it's a good excuse to celebrate and party. So Mike and I decided to celebrate our "kids" in a special way. We got them presents, yes we bought toys. I got little Disney Princess Ballerinas for the girls and a Star Wars action figure for Rogelio. Mike got the girls pets from the Littlest Pet Shop and a Hot Wheels for Rogelio.

I got Mike a ninja Buzz Lightyear and a Transformers movie moments duo with Bumblebee and Barricade. He got me the King-Fu Panda action figure that includes the little red panda and a Little Penguin plush (yes, its named Little Pengiun).

We went to this place called Incredible Pizza. Of course, it wasn't all sugar and spice. Irvin got into a little argument when he was paying our buffets. Once that was over, we ate and then we headed off to the games. Betty wanted the bumper cars, but we were 7 and it was only for 4. So we went looking for something more appropiate, even though she stayed there with here kid bro.

We found the laser tag, and we had a blast in there. Mike came out victorious with 3,000 and something points. Irvin had to go back to work, so did we, but I didn't care. After that we went to the Go-Carts, this time all 6 of us were in the race. Rogelio took 1st place.

We had to go back after that, but we couldn't leave without ice cream! So off we went for ice cream.

I just love doing things with my team

It's been a while

It's been a long time since I've come down and spilled my thoughts. Many things have happened in these past months. I've wanted to keep record of my thoughts but sometimes things happen so fast that I've lost track of time.

I hope I'm back for good.

Birthday Treats

Carlos on the steering wheel and Yhibran on the pedals

Nothing out of the ordinary. I decided to celebrate my nephews' birthday at Peter Piper Pizza. We had tons of fun.

And next year will be better

28

And I never thought I would make it past 27. To me, this year is the begining of the rest of my life. I have with me just what I need: my family, friends and those who I care about.

This year, I plan to make those life turning desicions that scare most.

Thank you for this opportunity