Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have i become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
Hurt - NIN
Emotionally speaking, I've had better days. I've come to realize that I'm possibly not made to have a relationship. It's like everytime I find someone that's worth fighting for, he doesn't think the same way. I don't know. I'm a natural fighter. Sure, I get scared when things don't turn out like I planned. I guess that's the beauty of things, facing them upfront.
I've grown tired of being the one that has to bring the others up. I want someone to lean on, someone that will be there when I need to cry, someone that will have his arms open when I desperately need a hug. I urgently need someone that can support me, just as I can support him.
I guess this week will be full of ramblings. Afterall, I'm on my period and heartbroken. Wicked combination. I could do just about anything, from getting suicidal or simply cry myself a river.
Darling angel, don't doubt that I love you.
This Thursday my final speech will be dedicated to you.